Friday, May 10, 2019

Little Angel with a toothless smile

Pic credit: Google

Pic Credit : Google

Pic Credit: Google




In our journey of life, we come across some people who become a part of our life, just for a short period of time. But sometimes, they leave teaching us a valuable lesson.

Last week we lost a cute little angel. I am saying we because she was everyone’s sweetheart. A cute little angel, who had come in her mother’s life to teach ‘Never plan, life is unpredictable’ (as told by her mother) and in our lives, to teach ‘Keep smiling, Life is short’.

It was difficult for everyone who knew her, to believe that she is no more. I can’t even imagine what her parents went through. If it was difficult for me, it was devastating for them. 

Loss of dear one, especially, a little one is irreplaceable. What is left behind are the memories, bittersweet memories. Having lost my brother, twenty-five years back, I have seen my parents completely shatter.  I pray to God, no one ever experiences that grief. But as they say,

‘Man proposes, God disposes.’


Few lines in memory of the little one…

When I first saw her, she was a little mite nestled in her mother's bosom; small and cute.


There was something that pulled me towards her. When our eyes met, some connection happened. Her toothless smile made me go weak in my knees. Every time I met her, I felt a tug in my heart. Whenever she was in my arms, I felt complete. Slowly our bonding increased, so did my attachment.


Recently we had not been meeting much, but we were in touch, through calls and messages. She had been falling sick lately. But I was never able to see her as my daughter needed me too.


One day her mom messaged me, she is admitted in ICU and very sick. I rushed to see her. Seeing her in a semi-conscious state and in so much pain broke my heart. Hearing my voice, she opened her eyes, a flicker of recognition flashed in her eyes. She held out her swollen left hand.


I caught hold of that teeny weeny hand to soothe her. Even after some time, she was not ready to let go of my hand. Somehow her mom unclasped her hand and she slipped into painful unconsciousness.


With a heavy heart, I came home. Next day, just before dawn, the shrill ringing of the phone woke me up. 'We have lost Divu' her mother said.


I couldn't believe my ears. No... It can't happen... Not again... I can't lose anyone again I said. For half an hour I kept staring at her message which she had sent.


Divu... The little angel who entered my life just to spread love and cheer...Whose toothless smile captured everyone's heart, the little one, who will remain in my heart forever.

Wish I had not left your hand that day...
Wish I had prayed little more for her recovery...
Wish I had spent more time with you...
I wish.
Love you Divu...Will miss you...